“Do you know what you want?”

What I want?

I want freedom, self-determination, happiness, memories. Memories I’m happy with, free decisions I determined by myself.

I want time, love, my favorite color, adventure. Adventures in dark Green, time to love and to be loved.

I want music, rain, gin, kisses. Kisses I give you with the taste of gin, music we can dance to in the rain.

I want knowledge and needs. To know what I need.

That’s what I want.

I could continue this with a lot of more paragraphs but it seems like with each furthermore paragraph I’m less aware of what I want.

Strange right?